Wasting Life

I am 60

In October I will be 61 years old.

This week I have my one year  CT  scan to make sure the cancer has not returned.

I am feeling much regret. I regret not living life open and honest from the beginning when I first realized I was different. I regret lying to people for over 40 some years. I regret trying to “cure myself” by seeking to fit into “normal society” out of fear and rejection.

I regret many if the choices I have made in my life.

I regret wasting so much of my life.

2 thoughts on “Wasting Life

  1. Dabo Swinney coach of the Clemson football team talks of the windshield and a mirror in the car. He said the past is important but you only need a small mirror to look behind you as it is past. It may be important but it is the past and nothing can be done about it. Now look forward and there is a wi ndshield to look out of that is big and has our future in it. Besides looming I. The mirror all the time will lead to death….

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